CONGRATULATIONS ILIMA INTERMEDIATE CLASS OF 2010 !
mayn’ this school year went by so fast ! i can remember the first day i started at Ilima Intermediate as a 7th grader and i was shitin bricks ! aha i was scared, thinking that i would go to the wrong class & all hell would break loose, but it actually went well, and then 8th grade came by, thinking that the year was going by SO slow, it actually went by SO fast !
Through out the school year, i had many drama but i learned to become the bigger person and just drop the drama cause it really aint worth it !! I learned to let go of things, & i learned from my mistakes, with no regrets the school year was fun ! Ima miss all the good memories that i had, but i would NEVER forget any of them. Ima miss all my girls, and all my boys ! Everyone that was there for me, in the begining. But yeah, hope to see them all soon, and once again
CONGRATULATION ILIMA INTERMEDIATE C/O 2010 !!!!!
<3, JourneyPerle Cezar
Honestly,
to tell you the truth, i didn’t know that us being friends this long would become into something more then a friendship (; i’m really glad to call you MY boyfriend. I love the fact that i can be total self around you, no matter how weird i can be, i’m not shame to be around you. I love that no matter what you can always put a smile (: on my face, you don’t even have to say anything, and when i look at you i just smile. The thing i LOVE most about you is that you can always put up with my SHIT! As much as i tell you that i’m scared your going to leave me for someone else, i’m scared your going to hurt me, you know that i’m only telling you this cause i’m scared that your going to be like the other boys, but i just know that your different, when im around you i just having this feeling that i can’t be WITHOUT you. But if you haven’t gotten the point yet, I LOVE YOU. And i hope that this relationship is something that will last, through any UPS & DOWNS, through many mistakes cause not every relationship is perfect, but i promise to YOU* that i won’t hurt you, if YOU* promise to me that you wont HURT ME.
Sometimes in our relentless effort to find the person we love, we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words, for you will find rewarding happiness, not with the man you love but with the man who loves you more. The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the person to grow but never too far to feel the love within your being. To let go of someone doesn’t mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but is also setting yourself free from all the bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness take away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you; but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may find peace in loving someone from a distance not expecting something in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past, but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today. There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer, but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. You don’t have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don’t let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. If you lose love that doesn’t mean you failed in love. Cry if you have to, but make sure that tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.
Phone - less once again….
bwuaha i find that hilarious that me & my brother both got our phones taken away -
Hello Tumblr ;]
Okaay so laately i haavent gone on here to post anything, i would juust haave this taab opeen and i would look at every once in while buuut, i thiink ima staart posting things on here daily cos i miss veenting on here ! ahah well anywaays todaay i haad a brithday paarty at FARRELLS for my cousins birthdaaay paarty, and laast niight i also haad anotheer birthdaay paarty at CAMILLAS BUFFET foor my aunties birthdaa, aha and theeen afteer thaat i weeent ouut with my aunty and uncle, and jon to go waatch ALVIN AND THE CHIMPMUNCKS, bwuahhha speelt thaat wroong ithink, 0u weells. so thaats whaaat i did yesterday and todaaay, and laately ive beeen taaaalking to ROCEL & NESSA to haave our bonding momeents annd yeeuh’ ahah 0u’ and also i sheeded a teear recently cos’ my daaughter, MAYA ROCILLO moveed ]; buuut, iknooow thaat no matter how faar she is, shes always gonna be my daughter ! shit i caant blive thaatshes really gone though! its gonna be weird cos everytime in the morning at school shes alwaays there to saay hi buut now shes not gonna be there ]; buut thaas kaay, anywaays. yeuuuh’ ahaha
NEW YEAR, NEW ME ;D
ive learned alot laast year. Ive learneed how to FORGIVE and FORGET. i realized who were my real friends, and those who were just there cos theey needed me. i cried over boys and their silly games, but i always learned from them, that no matter how hard i try to forget about them, its just EASIER SAID, THEN DONE. Ive lost friends, met new ones, and got to know more about some of them that i already had. I had drama like no other, but i knew that, no matter how harsh they can be with their words its not hurting me, its just proving them wrong, cos im already better then them if they care that much on what i do. Along the way, i tried to give the most helpful advice that i can give, it sometimes went the way its suppose to go, and other times it just wouldnt. Throughout my 2009 i had alot of those ups and downs, and i kept saying to myself ” i caant wait for next year to start fresh !” but realizing thaat its au’ready here. i now think to myself saying “i wish it was last year again.” times just passing by and im gonna make this YEAR even better. Live can be pretty hectic wheen you think of it, but when you let time fly by you realize that you need to make every moment last.
Parents say that we should make the best of our teenage years, yet they’re the ones who prevent us from doing what we think is fun.
” Who are you to judge the life i live. I know that i’m not perfect and i don’t live to be, But before you start pointing your fingers make sure your hands are clean !”
i notice that i hardly tumble anymore D;
i always have tumblr on my taqbs but i never go on it and post anything, its just open and i look at theen chaange my tab. so saad! i think i dont tumble anymore becos to me tumblr isnt new anymoore cos like so much people haave a daamn tumblr !
anywaays todaaay waaas okaay, haad another mother and daughter bonding daay. we weent to the movies and we waatched Blind Side. it waas a really good movie ! but before that we went to Ross and i bought new bed sheets and a new comforter, aha its cheetah print ;D, ahah and now im watching chelsea lately bloopers, ahah its fricken HILARIOUS ! i caant stop laughing ! bwuahhahahahahahhaaahah
